MY DIARY ( LIVE IN THIS TROUBLE )

This is my story begin ....

First, I met a guy who really handsome. but he really cool and intovert. He make me feel so shy, when he almost near me. 

I don't know how could its be so weird. Because I don't know who is he. But my heart still tremble when I see him.

Its really a classic story. I don't believe that people can fall in love at the first sight with someone.

But,,, I think it happen in my life. oh its really weird.

Sometimes I need to realize that I like him. But, when I make it sure. I think its impossible to be like him.

Because what, I live in this trouble with some guy that always life in my heart. Love its so bulshit. cause I love someone in so many years and there nothing happen to me. even if I tried so many times to show what I feel to him. Finally I learn, Love is so hurt. when you don't understand what the love means. 

If you love someone and then he doesn't love you. you just need to left him behind. I know its so hard to leave someone that you love in behind you. But if you try so hard. its really not the same that what of you sacrefice to him. so just let him go. 

I said that because, I have a learn it in my life story. You must be listen to your heart. before you love someone.

I love with someone in so many years and then he love the other girl. and then he leave me alone in this pain. but I still don't believe if he can do it to me.

but now I'll realize, if love never happen if it won't be happen. 

I still believe if my soulmate live in this world. and I still live in this trouble.